blegh. i can't go crosslink. not fair. why must they see my results first.why can't they just let me go today. it's like.. what on earth am i going to do. blegh!!!!!! I WANT TO GO CROSSLINK!! i really really want to go.. can someone please pray that i'll be able to go..

maybe i'll bake.. maybe i'll just stone. maybe i'll try to sleep the whole day.i'll just try to find somehing to do i guess. BUT I REALLY WANT TO GO CROSSLINK!

technically. i can't really say i'm depressed just because i can't go crosslink. but i must say that i'm really upset and disppointed. ya. i was really looking forward to going today. but ya. i never thought that mummy would say no.

oh and btw..happy birthday rui jun..