Tuesday, June 28, 2005

k i'm not suppose to be using com. so i'll type this fast.. haha. ya.. really beat today.. and it's onli tuesday.. ya. had handbell from 2.30 to 4.30.. then had piano from 5 to 6.. then had dinner.. followed by taekwondo.. from 7.30 to 8.30.. and i haven't even started on my homework yet.. and QT.. ahhh.. so stressful... mummy go and get me a english tuition teacher.. so sian.. she's coming tmr.. that's means right.. tmr.. i have handbells, then tuition.. then another tuition.. this is so stressful.. and thursday i rest.. or at least i hope.. fri i have SYF opening ceremony.. till about 9 i'll be home.. then sat.. i have rehersal for the handbell concert.. then encounter FIRE! ya.. people.. come for encounter FIRE k.. sms me if you want to go but dunno how to ya.. and then sun.. is CAR WASH.. haha.. so fun.. ya.. and oh ya.. have the handbell concert. better go off now.. before i get caught.. haha

Sunday, June 26, 2005

i have decided to once and for all stop all my nonsense.. i'll try not to be so sarcastic and stop being rude. to take into consideration to do unto others what i want others to do unto me. i'll keep in mind that i cannot be rude to people around me. yes. that's what i will do. please don't tempt me to do what's wrong.. friends, please stop swearing. i don't want to get influence. and besides. God doesn't like it when we swear. yes. i shall be the type of girl that people want me to be.. not annoying.. not irritating.. not sarcastic. yupp..

Saturday, June 25, 2005

haha. i actually managed to go for the intermediate camp.. yupp.. my studying actually pulled off. it was real fun.. i went for the second and third day.. played 'who killed her' on the second night.. ya. gloria cried cos she was scared.. haha. cos kim tried spooking us out before the game started.. pho was scared too.. then isobel and i were like looking forward to the game.. haha. then we have talent night on the last night.. we did a skit. suanning the com members.. and about the game we played.. haha. not very successful.. but had fun la. before the skit we had a bbq and we had to serve everyone. and my brothers actually took advantage of the situation.. horrible brothers i have man. haha. need to plan the schedule for sunday school.. ya..

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

a really meaningful story.. read it in an email. and since it maybe a chain email.. i decided to post it here. ya. please take time to read it and feel free to copy it and post it in your own blog

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New Englandtown. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty,bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?" "Just some old birds," came the reply."What are you gonna do with them?" I asked."Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered. "I'm gonna tease 'emand pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time." "But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?""Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."The pastor was silent for a moment. "How much do you want for those birds, son?""Huh??!!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain oldfield birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!""How much?" the pastor asked again.The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?"The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. Heplaced it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of thealley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, heopened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out,setting them free.Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then thepastor began to tell this story.One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just comefrom the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used baitI knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!""What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marryand divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink andsmoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs andkill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!""And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly. "How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll takethem and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and killyou. You don't want those people!!""How much?" He asked again.Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life."And Jesus said, "done."Then He paid the price.The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and thenwonder why the world's going to hell.Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God).Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and theyspread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding theLord, people think twice about sharing?Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not sendit to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe,or what they will think of you for sending it to them.Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think ofme than what God thinks of me.

Easy vs. Hard

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?

Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?

Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- ma il, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?

Do you give up? Or do you fight for the right things?

am still depressed
i am so down in the dumps today.. everyone is at the intermediate camp. everyone but me.. it's not fair.. my parents won't let my go cos they say i never study enough and i went to too many camps.. so i woke up at 7 just to study in hope that my mum will let me go.. but she still say no.. so i was.. how about tmr.. then she said she'll talk to my father about it.. i really hope they'll let me go lor.. i was so sure i would be able to go.. i was actually looking forward to it.. but now.. i feel so helpless. i regret lor. not studying harder in the beginnng of the holidays.. please please God.. let me be able to go.. at least for tmr.. then i can stay overnight.. oh please please let me go.. i don't want to spend the last few days of my holidays so down in the dumps

Sunday, June 19, 2005

another day.. not so fun today.. did the usual.. prepare everything for worship and all. and ya. i played today.. i really got to learn how to play nicer.. i think my playing sucks.. ya.. music camp coming.. and mummy and papa still haven't told me if i could go. haiz.. i so want to go lor. i'm sure it would be fun.. as in constant fellowship with those going.. ya.. many friends going.. hopefully i can go too. i heard that they really need the numbers.. if i don't go.. they may not be able to run the camp.. haha.. i feel so important.. yupp. i could be the one people are depending on for the camp to run.. yupp.. and i want to learn drums.. if i have to be in keyboard again.. then i dun wan to go.. ya.. after church.. went to gloria's house.. ya.. talked a lot.. use the com for a while until elroi came home.. that stupid guy.. use com and play station together.. now i know why gloria always so angry with him.. if i were in her shoes.. i would hate him.. ya.. haha.. gossiped non stop with gloria.. haha.. while typing this.. can here everyone shouting.. aiyo.. parents nag.. brothers complaining. and ya. the usual.. now in grandparents' house.. haiz.. so noisy.. cannot watch tv in peace.. ya. going to attempt to watch tv

Saturday, June 18, 2005

yes.. i'm finally home from malaysia.. camp was really great.. the activities were like so-so la.. but the things we did to entertain ourselves are out of the world.. but the bus ride there was like.. horrible.. a torture.. now i know.. never to sit on the last row of a bus.. i almost died.. and this is like the first time i actually get to hold my own passport.. so cool.. haha. shared a room with pho.. shall not talk about it.. not that it's bad or anything.. but ya.. a lot of things happened that i can't post.. if not i'll get into a trouble.. yupp.. and i just found out that nicholas laughs a lot.. like pho.. a perfect couple.. a laughing one that is. ya.. always had a lot of people in my room.. jessica and sarah who stayed quite nearby popped by once in a while.. ewen was usually following jess, sarah, pho and i.. i think he likes sarah.. haha. if not why would he follow us.. ya. nicholas started joining in the gang after a while.. he really laughs alot.. and i mean.. a lot.. his laughter is just a huge smile.. or should i say.. a grin.. ya..

then i extended my stay.. went to KL.. stayed at some hotel called micasa or something like that.. was a service apartment so we slept quite comfortably.. had a bed to myself.. that's all that counts.. and i shopped a lot.. with my mum.. didn't buy much though.. mostly clothes la.. but the little sales they had were out of the world.. discount here.. discount there.. too bad onli had 2 days for shopping.. if not i'm sure i'll be able to buy more..

well.. cannot remember much now.. till i recall my holiday..

Monday, June 13, 2005

oh my gosh. i can't wait!!! i really really can't wait!! just 8 more hours before i leave for camp!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! all the excitement is getting into my head!! really cannot wait.. haha..

Sunday, June 12, 2005

You are Revelation
You are Revelation.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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i think i'm wasting my time.. always doing this kind of weird quizzes.. haha. oh well. i am bo liao after all

TOC class picnic

haha. guess i was wrong.. i can actually post something now.. haha. got an excuse to use the com ma.. have to prepare powerpoint for tomorrow..

yupp.. today is like so so fun.. i woke up at 9 when i heard that my brothers were going to my cousin's house which was at bishan.. and since i was going to meet pho later on to go orchard with mag and cher.. i tagged along.. it was so boring at my cousin's house lor.. all guys.. and all they did was to play the com and play station.. just enough for 4 players.. so i didn't get to play.. so sad.. ya.. then i met pho at bishan mrt at 12.. haha.. i was late.. cos i sorta got lost.. then i followed some RI boys.. cos i overheard that they were going towards bishan mrt. haha.. then we went to orchard mrt to meet cher.. on the way. i recieved a call from kui luan saying that her assistant booked the bbq pit at the wrong place.. so the bbq was off. i was SHOCKED!! but ya. then she said that we were having a picnic instead. haha.. haven't had one of those since like.. forever.

in orchard.. we like practically wasted our time.. walking and walking and walking. but not getting anything or doing anything.. (er what's that word.. oh well) proper.. then we met mag at lido.. cher kept on saying that the macdonalds statue was staring at me. just because i stood in front of it.. so weird.. yupp.. then we went to church for crosslink..

after crosslink.. just before caregroup.. all of us sec 2 just disappeared.. haha.. there were.. mag.. cher.. pho.. gerald.. nicholas.. ziteng.. and me.. haha. we all sat in my father's car and he drove us to east coast.. yupp.. chose a place to set up our picnic.. big grass patch.. then daniel came.. he was so so weird.. started walking around ultra slowly.. throwing his wallet in the air and playing with himself.. then he was starin at the sea as if he wanted to kill himself. then he started to throw rocks all over the place. he seemed depressed.. haha.

when everyone came.. we started eating.. without the cousins.. who were cycling.. dunno where. ya. then pho kept on singing grace.. haha.. cannot stop lor.. sing and sing and sing.. had a hard time trying to get her to stop.. ate and laughed non stop.. then we played ball.. girls against guys.. girls won.. duh.. but it was due to our overwhelming number.. and we noticed that daniel enjoyed acting like a girl.. he was super funny.. like a clown.. yupp. then we had some girl talk.. which dunno why. included guys.. haha. and we ended the trip by taking many photos..

today was like so so fun.. really enjoyed myself. if this is so fun.. with just the sec 2.. i can't imagine how fun the camp will be.. i know this post may be a bit of the lame.. but i don't really care la.. haha. better go to sleep. if not won't be able to wake up.. ya.

Friday, June 10, 2005

random

today was like one of the days i didn't waste my time doing pointless stuff.. cos i went shopping!!! with my aunty.. she wanted to buy me my birthday gift.. a belated one.. a bag.. actually.. the gift wouldn't have been a belated gift if i had decided earlier.. haha. i have to learn never to be indecisive again..

ya.. this will be my last post before i go to camp. and i think after camp i'll be extending my stay in malaysia..yupp.. in KL i think.. better start packing my bag soon.. can't wait for camp.. think the pillow fight will still be on.. haha.. so exciting.. i'll be bunking with pho.. haha.. spend the whole night talking and talking and talking.. ya.. maybe i should bring cards.. then can get a few of us. play till we drop,, haha.. camp is going to be so so fun.. can't wait(didn't i alreday say that?) haha.. oh well

tomorrow i won't be home the whole day.. k actually not whole day.. after crosslink.. all the sec 2 in the intermediate department is having a bbq at east coast.. haha.. so fun.. i think almost everyone going.. so cool. better response compared to last year's.. last year we were all fighting for the tongs.. and practically fighting to do everything.. at least this year got more guys going.. if not they'll start complaining they feel so extra.. haha.. too bad for them la.. who ask the guys to be so not enthu about this kind of things.. yupp. i think er. jessica, sarah, mag, cherilyn, julien, pho, daniel, ziteng, nicholas and i will be going.. i think that's all about it.. ewen, gerald, rachel and jocelyn not confirmed. cannot make my life easier la those people..

on sunday.. after church.. i think my brothers would be inviting their gang to church... their gyspy gang.. what a weird name to give their gang.. consisting of jerald, benjamin, andrew and ziteng and of course.. my 2 brothers.. better get ear plugs.. before they start screaming and yelling.. gosh.. sure get headache one.. if i'm lucky.. they may not come.. but my brothers have been planning this for a long time.. sad.. oh.. please don't come.. let me get peace..

ok.. i need to prepare the powerpoint for sunday school.. haiz..

Thursday, June 09, 2005

What colored lightsaber would you have?

Green
Green is your Lightsaber's color.
Green is the color of nature. It symbolizes growth,
harmony, and freshness. Green has strong
emotional correspondence with safety. Green is
also commonly associated with wealth and
happiness, so someone with a green lightsaber
like yourself is a fortunate soul.

What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

The 3 S

WHY CAN'T YOU ALL JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?!!! must i suffer for you to be happy?

the three S that my parents always do..
1 S cream
2.S hout
3.S cold

gosh.. why can't they just leave me alone.. must they scold me for everything i do? why do they always vent their anger on me? is it my fault that things aren't going well? vent it on brendan la.. or on ian.. why me? it's not fair lor. even if i do something wrong. don't have to scold like end of the world right.. brendan and ian don't get scolded like that..

and brendan.. i don't care if you twisted your ankle la.. why can't you just let me use the com in peace. sheesh. so just because you twisted your ankle i have to let you do whatever you want? that's pure stupid.

it's not fair.. not fair at all... so annoying. sheesh..

Tagboard up

haha. i finally got a tag board.. so ma fun sia.. got to go to many different websites until i finally got the tag board up.. people. start tagging me k. and i changed the template.. to this tweety bird one. well. it's not that nice.. but the nicest i can find.. and yet i see many people with really really nice templates.. and cool blogs.. i feel so so jealous.. but this is an improvement la.. at least i got the tag board up.. who knows.. blogging may be fun after all.. haha.. thanks to cherilyn.. i finally managed to link people. haha. i think she must have been so annoyed with me. forever asking questions.. haha. oh well

ya. in the midst of holidays now.. and i feel like i'm really wasting my time at home. i don't really want to study. i should be.. i didnt get good grades for mid year.. my results are BAD.. very very bad.. yet. i don't find myself doing anything useful.. haiz.. when will i ever change.. i'm like back to being a tv addict.. but there's so many shows i want to watch. and not onli that.. all i do is fiddle with my mp3 and new keyboard.. haha.. my birthday presents.. ya.

ok. com is starting to lag. again. oh well..

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Post #1

gosh.. starting up a blog is harder than i thought. someone please help me. haha.. my first post.. i'm so proud of myself.. now i need to get tag board.. link people. and get a nicer template.. haha.