i want to put a password on this blog. but then. it's like. if i do so. then not many would be able to visit my blog. haiz. i'm still debating with myself if i should put on that password. ya.

and yes. i got to agree with rui jun. there's really a biased person in handbells. it's a person no one will ever guess. or so i think. but oh well. if i don't say. rui jun don't say. and whoever she tells don't say. i don't think it'll ever get out. ya. haha. and playing bass in handbells get really give one 'depression'.. a painful depression. haiz. so now. officially, all bass players in handbells can be suffering from 'depression'.. ya.

and i still got church to worry about. i still dunno who to give my job to. it's like. what i do can kill someone. cos they need to organise who to lead, who the musicians are.. and they need to do powerpoint or assign someone to do powerpoint. and sometimes they need to help find chords. but most importantly, they need to organise a worship roster. haiz. but like that is already very stressful. have to call song leaders and blah blah blah. haiz. very very stressful. i wanted to give to a fellow musician. but i don't know lor. cos it's like. who on earth will want to do. so i think i need to like break up the work load. and everyone take turn to do. and i need to be much much stricter. ya. from now on. i shall make the song leaders do their own powerpoint. and i think that i need to buy a thumbdrive for sunday school.. i'll put in my master powerpoint in it and some chords. so make their life a bit easier. ya. haiz. dunno why i worry so much about it. maybe i should just believe that God will really make a way. ya.

i think for these few days. i've been really short fused. and in girl talk. people will just say i'm having pms. but trust me. i don't have pms now. haha. but ya. sometimes i feel that 2S is a bit too much la. not everyone. but some of those sitting behind. nowadays sonia and vanessa bring their guitars to school. and it's so annoying. if they want to play. they should not play during lessons lor. and all the more during a common test! so inconsiderate. everyone trying to answer questions and there is the 2 of them. playing. k. not exactly playing. but ya. making noises with the guitar. what's their problem??!!! and a lot of them makes a lot of noise during lessons. a little bit ok la. but they ask the same questions non stop. saying they don't understand... and why?!! because they don't' pay attention and make a lot of noise. i can really sympathise with Mrs Ong. they are so annoying. sometimes i feel like screaming in their faces. and selene. gosh. she just won't stop touching my stuff. she sits in front of me. and always lean back just to make a mess on my table. do you know how annoying that is. and now. most of my pens won't work. because of ms selene bay. she just has to touch this. touch that. GOSH!!!!!

ya. i feel so much better getting these stuff off my chest. ya. now i think i better put that password so that no one will read this. haha. ya. now off to do heymath