haiz.. dunno what's wrong with my blog. i need to go do something about it.. yupp.

today had handbells. ya. it was quite fun. except the part that i really cannot play for begginers group anymore. no extra notes for me to play. so sad. seeing them clap the rhythm for the melody was really really funny. ya. really wanted to laugh.. and mrs aw looks really funny when she wants to laugh. hahaha. ya. performing group was ok la. how i wish that i get more exciting notes.. ya. i'm stuck playing E4 and F4. haiz. ya. and i can't believe rui jun treats me as competition. haha. cos we like dunno who is the vice. or rather. who would be pres next next year. ya. and i think it'll be rui jun la. cos she like was the first sec 2 in performing group. but ya. she treats me as competition. which i should take as a compliment. ya. haha

and i'm so so nervous for monday's chapel. cannot believe that i'm actually going to play keyboard lor. ahhhhhhhhhh. i'm so scared i make a mistake. i cannot afford to make a mistake. ahhh. shall practise more before chapel itself. ya.

tee's leaving tmr. even though i'm like not so close to her. but i'm sure she not around will cause everything to be different. it's like. everyone's going overseas to study. ya. and like now. i can remember when i was in the same room with tee in music camp. it was actually very fun. and i was actually looking forward to more events like that. but guess now i would have to wait for a long long time. haiz. then everhappy girl is actually leaving singapore for australia. well. at least we all will know that she's still a joyful person wherever she goes. dunno if i'll miss her badly. ya. think i'll be going to the airport will my father tmr. if he goes. ya. to send her off.

today's ruth's birthday and her last day in school.. i'm going to miss her. it's like. i was so so happy when i found out someone else in class was actually in the same cca as me. but now. she's leaving for england on the 1st sep. so sad. 2 girls left class liao. from 32 in a class. we now have 30. haiz. we didn't get to stick together throughout the whole year. this is so sad.