man.. this is so so scary and ultra freaky. now i dunno if i made it to the performing group for handbells. er ya. ms sim called me just now.. saying something about i not having the go for the beginners grp and that i have to join the performing grp tmr. . and i think i heard her say something about getting promoted. so i was like over the moon. until i came online. when i found out priscilla recieved the same call but her's was not so direct. so ya. and jeanie didn't recieve the call. but she played in founder's day and in the handbells concert. like me.. so now. all of us are freaking out.. ahhh.. why must they call and scare us. i'm like.. really worried.. what if i don't make it. i want to make it lor. i don't want to go through another year of beginners grp.. three years of that can kill.

ok. just for those who don't understand what on earth i'm talking about. i shall update you now. ok. i'm in handbells for cca, conducted by mrs aw. and sometimes a teacher, ms sim(an ex mg handbeller) sits in and conduct us. ya. and sometimes, ms sim makes phone calls to update us on certain stuff. ya. and i've been in handbells for 2 years liao.. this is my second year. and i think because last year i wasn't serious enough. that's why i didn't make it to the performing team this year. so ya. it's sort of like a repeat. i had to go through beginners grp again this year. but this year. i was like selected for a lot of stuff. i was selected to be a helper for SYF. i played chimes in a handbell concert.. and i played chimes for founder's day too. and it's like. a few of us went through this la. so selection time came. for those who would make it to performing team.. many said that those who played for the concert and founder's day were bound to make it.

so ya. i recieved the call as i mentioned earlier on. petrina also recieved it. along with priscilla, tiffany and cherie. so that's like 5 of us. and according to rui jun.. there'll be 9 sec 4 leaving. so there's about 3-4 more spaces.. rui jun also said that most probably that 2 sec 3s will make it. so there's about 1 to 2 more spaces. but jeanie didn't recieve the call. and she played for founder's day and the concert. mrs aw won't ask her to play if she's not good right(not saying that i'm good la) but. ya. if jeanie played for those occasions. it means she'll make it right. haiz. must pray la. that she makes it. oh and tracy too. i'm very sure she wants to be promoted too.

this selection thing is really scary.. like recieving test papers like that. just that for this you dunno how mrs aw chooses. and ya. haiz. hopefully tmr they announce again who made it and who did not. i really really want to make it