i'm mentally and physically tired.. this week has been a very busy week. especially yesterday and today.

i spent the whole of yesterday trying to do the proposal for pw.. i think it's so unfair that pho never do much and with the little she does. she doesn't even do it properly. and she wants to be group leader. haiz. so sian lor. did from 4 to about 11. almost died. yet still couldn't finish doing it. like duh lor.. i mean.. how you want me alone to think of the whole thing.. can die.. and plus survey. that one was a killer. i had a mental block and couldn't think of any questions. and everyone was uncontactable. cher talkin to mildred, pho was not home.. (i thought she was in tennis.. but she was not.. she actually went out and didn't do her slogans until about 9 and she did it so slip shot.) and i had like no idea where mel was. but at least cher and mel tried ways to pass me info.. pho ah.. sheesh.. what's wrong man. haiz. dunno why i'm getting so worked up.

today wasn't much better during pw.. mel was trying to find out prices for me.. which was what she's suppose to do.. cher was helping me for a while then she started on the powerpoint we had to finish. pho was suppose to find sponsors or find out who were the suppliers for certain items. so we could decide what to get for pw.. and she tried contacting some weirdo who agreed to sponsor anything. or something like that. i mean. when you see these kind of websites.. isn't the first thing of think of is being cheated. it's so weird lor. so we stopped her. FOR HER OWN GOOD and she got upset with us.. what rubbish.. should thank us lor. then dunno what she do la. practically. this post is telling you how frustrated i am with pho.. i really think she should like do more for the group since she already missed many sessions when the group met up.. and she didn't do much.. and even if she 'helps'.. she does it slip shot. so ya. .very hard to trust her.
yupp.. pw is the reason why i'm mentally drained.. and frustrated..

physically tired because of handbells. but i like handbells. (i hope i make it to the performing team) so not so bad.. i quite enjoyed practise. i think handbells was really fun.. and today we had founder's day rehearsal with the choir and instrumental ensemble.. and the prelude that i was playing in was really messed up. i think mrs aw was quite upset. haiz. hopefully this monday everything will go smoothly.. and hopefully i remember to look at mrs aw.. later go off beat.. it'll be so awkward cos i'll be like in front of the VIP.. yupp..

ya. that's practically about it. i feel so bad that i'm actually going to post this. but oh well. too bad man.