i feel so so useless. it's like i can't even get a worship practise to run properly without getting so annoyed today.. and just yesterday i saw belinda and her band practising without such problems. and yet i can't even do something as simple.. why? am i really that useless? gosh.. how can i be entrusted with bigger things when i can't even handle these small stuff.. i really have to learn how to handle these kind of stuff.. haiz..