updates

Many things have happened since thursday. So here are the updates.

Thursday:
So we had cross country on this day. This year we had it in turf city. And this is not the only change they had. The sad thing was that there was no milo van this year. So a few other classmates and I had this sign on us which said "No Milo No Run". And we really didn't run. We skipped, walked, brisk walked, jump.... Anything but run. Except when we were about to reach. We made so many teachers laugh at us. And like nearing the finishing line, we kept on chanting "No Milo No Run". Yeah. We were all MAD! And after that I went out for lunch with Rachel, Kjelti, Marina, Zhi Wai and Ya Ting. Then crashed Ya Ting's house for a while before going to school to meet for CIP. CIP was so fulfilling. We played games with some old folks. And yeah, bringing smiles to children are fun, and the same applies to old folks. They are so funny. But I don't understand why they all keep asking me for tvs. So many other people to ask they keep asking me.

Ok then at night, things didn't really go well for me. I shall not elaborate on it. Never felt so shattered.

Friday:
Went to school with a heavy load on my mind. But as the day went on, my friends kept me so preoccupied that I never thought about anything. During handbells, (Gosh Miss .... is so annoying!!!) had to take measurements for SYF and I still dont' understand why must we have a gown. It's going to be so difficult to walk around in. Then blah blah blah for prac. Shall not say anything cos it would spoil the fun for those who may come for our handbells concert.

So after much last minute contemplation, I finally decided to go for night games. I'm so glad I didn't choose otherwise. NIGHT GAMES WAS SO COOL! Yes Elroi, if you did most of the planning (or whatever) I got to admit it went really well. It started of with ice breakers and that got me high. (Oh plus the fact that I had all my special 'potions' with me.haha) Then murderer. Then cluedo and lastly the candle war. For cluedo I was a character called joanne. So taking away all the other stuff. The game made me look like what gerald said, desperate housewife. But I had fun overall la. I never talked to people like Amos and Ryan before and ya. I got high talking to them. HAHA. I don't mind having another day like this, where we play the night away. OH AND OUR DEFENCE FOR CANDLE WAR WAS THE BEST LA!! HAHAHA. I can't believe I managed to keep awake the whole night and didn't even feel sleepy at all. I though when it was nearing day break I would be sleepy. Never expected to be talking about cramps and then getting higher and higher. And I'm serious, ryan looks like a monkey when he opens his eyes so big. All he needs to do now is to pull his lip over his nose. HAHA!

Today:
I came home. And SLEEP!! then like I just came home from the beach. I had dinner there. haha. I was so tired and cranky that I just slept sitting down waiting for my brothers and cousins to stop playing. Then when I was woken up to go home, I think I scared my youngest cousin, cos I was so annoyed. haha.

I don't care about you all anymore. To think I invested so much feelings into it. I can bet you that you've never experienced such a strong hurt. It feels like I'm being stabbed right at the heart, causing it to break into a million pieces. You caused me to cry so hard that it felt like my heart was bleeding. Unless you can tell me exactly what I'm doing that is wrong, don't you dare judge me like that again. If it's simply because of jealously, then I have nothing to say. Can you confirm that I'm the one who changed? How can you be so sure that it wasn't you who changed? I don't want to see all of you again. I don't think I can ever be bothered with you people again. It's seriously over...