Is it wrong that I don't know curses? Is it weird that I don't like it when people swear? It is so unusual that I don't know all those sick stuff people do in class and all?

I really don't understand. Isn't like a blessing to not know such stuff? I don't really see the need to know how to curse. How to swear. And I definately don't see why I need to understand all the sick stuff that people know. And why do I always get the same response. "Monica, why are you so innocent? This is so unusual. People at this age can never be so innocent" But I seriously dunno such stuff. I'm not pretending la. But so weird. Why would people want to find out such stuff. Don't they think that not knowing such stuff is a blessing. I kinda like the fact that I don't know so much. I remembered there was this once when people cursed non stop when they were angry and it influenced me for a while that when I was angry I would start thinking of those words in my mind. And then I realised how I always hit someone when they sweared and all so I slapped myself and told myself many many times that I got to kick the habit of thinking like that. And yes. I must admit that bad habits die hard. But for christians especially, don't you all think that you shouldn't swear or misuse words. Oh well..

And I dunno why. But for a person who likes music. I seriously don't really like listening to pop and whatever la, unless the lyrics are like meaningful or the tune is nice. Other than that, I find the rest like noise. Especially when it goes on and on and on. wow. I wonder how people can actually stand listening to them non stop. Not meaning to be offensive and all, but I find certain songs like very wrong. And I feel that they shouldn't like play it non stop. Cos the use of offensive words and curses are like... A LOT. And it's not very good la. So yea. I think that people should like know what they're listening to before they actually start listening to it.

Yeah. All these are just what I think la. I may be wrong and all but yeah. I just got to pour all of these out and try to make my blog more alive.

To dear Miss Tiffany from handbells. What's wrong with laughing non stop. You laugh non stop. So in honour of you. I'm going to type this:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

And to gerald. I will carry out my threats k. Beware of me. and please for once believe that I'll carry them out

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
I'm making an appearance. I know I haven't been blogging for a long long time. Aren't you all glad, overwhelmed, excited that I'm making this kind of appearance. HAHA! I'm getting ego again.. Hehe

Got the DISC results back today. haha. I'm got IS again. haha. I like being an 'I'. I think it's so so fun to be an 'I'.. We 'I's are fun people. Ok. I don't feel like going into detail.

Now about handbells. Ok. We are getting cip hours for performing in St Luke's Hospital. YAY! Espresso is going to be so so fun la. All of you should come for it. I think that all the performances are really nice and really worth it. Tomorrow, tuesday, thursday and friday have full dress rehearsals. We were joking that we would all stink la. But the performances will still be nice. Today's practise was one of the more fun ones. We barely played and then we started gossiping. HAHA!!! Handbells is such an fun cca. I don't regret joining it unlike when I was in sec one when I really was scared of mrs aw and deborah.

ok.. i shall continue tmr. and hopefully with an inspirational post.

Ahhhhh. MY COM CRASHED!! So sad la. Now i'm using my mum's laptop. So pathetic la. Now all my documents in the com are like all gone and there's no way my father can get the com to work.. So it means that the com would be going into the workshop soon. So what la.. I hope that the guy would be able to recover the documents. yeah.

Ok. I seriously dunno what to blog about. I seriously dunno how people can just sit down and blog everyday. How come they get so much inspiration? How come i don't get such inspirations? And I don't want to sit down and blog about my everyday life. I want my blog to be a place where people can find out be inspired. Where people can feel entertain. But I SERIOUSLY DUNNO HOW I CAN DO THAT! Oh well. When I finally think of a way to make my blog more interesting, my blog would be more alive.

As for now. I shall just blog rubbish. Yeah. I am so shocked that we only have to come back only two days in the holidays for handbell practise. Ya. I thought that we have to come back like almost everyday. But for certain reasons, I cannot say when practises are. But oh well.

Oh, and for ministry sunday. It was ok ok only la. I think cos like not many people went, the response was not so overwelming. But the worship ministry was ok la. Quite a number joined. Oh and many people whom I didn't expect to join, joined and did things I never thought they would do. Wonder how sunday school's going to be like tmr. Cos like a lot are in camp and all. So ya. It would mean sunday school would be rather quiet. Oh well. Have to wait till tmr to find out. And I still dunno how i'm going to church. Cos my father and brothers are going to malaysia for some wedding dinner. That means only my mum and I. But if my father is taking the car. and until now no other car is like coming. Does that mean my mum and I have to take the bus? I hope not la.

Ok. that's all the crap i got. so ya. for those who read this. I hope you enjoy your ONE WEEK of holiday. even though it's really short. i am sure it's a well needed rest from school. yeah. especially if you have teachers who go " girls give me a chance to praise you..." or teachers who go "sticker question" hahaha. i better not continue. hahaha. later get into trouble. hehe

Foochow Methodist Church, Intermediate department is going to have a 'CCA day' this sunday (05 March 2006) and it is called

MINISTRY SUNDAY

The different ministries you can join:

1. WORSHIP - Musicians, song leaders, set up music
2. WEBSITE - people who post, maintain, reporters, photographers
3. WALL DISPLAY - people who maintain our display
4. STEWARDS - last min people ... people who ensure our programme continues
5. ICEBREAKERS - games
6. OFFERING - collect money ... do offering prayer and song
7. LOGISTIC - clean up the place after sunday school

and the only thing i can say is

JOIN THE WORSHIP MINISTRY!!

What the worship ministry consists of:

1. Playing the keyboard

2. Playing the guitar

3. Playing the bass

4. Playing the drums

5. Worship leading

6. Back up singing

7. Preparing the powerpoint

8. Doing the projection on sundays

9. Setting up the equipments

10. Keeping up the equipments

11. And many more...

And don't worry, you don't have to do all of them. All you need to do is to tell me this sunday what you're interested in doing. And if you lack confidence, there will be people playing/singing alongside you, mentoring you if you want help. The worship ministry is a really fun ministry. After playing for sunday school for quite a bit, you'll be so familiar with the songs that you can take half the time to practise and use the remaining time to 'jam'. And if you cannot make up you're mind by this sunday on which ministry to join, you are welcomed to come to me any time you want to be a part of the ministry. yeah.