Till then;

I really feel like I cannot cope with everything that is going on; I'm seriously overwhelmed right now. I'm super stressed out and I'm afraid I break down and give up even before the end of the sem. But I'm still alive, still trusting, still depending. Work progress today was good (justifies my going out later)

But yes. I'm probably going to 'disappear' for a bit, but I'll probably still be contactable, appearing online only when I feel like it. Because I need that space, I need to be able to reply emails at my own time, my own pace. I need to believe that there's more to my life than just uni and OCF. I need to know that when I step away from all technology, it's just me and God.

I need space to just breathe.

So, till then.

♥

Snuggling our toes into the sand; wind blowing our hair; sun beating down on us; constantly looking out for 'intruders'...

We need more times like these(:

(I don't know the title)

I will seek to bring Your name glory

I will seek to bring Your name honour

I will seek to magnify Your name in everything I do

Giving all the glory unto You

Jesus, Jesus

Jesus, Wonderful Name

Jesus, Jesus

Most exalted Name

I will bow before Your throne, Jesus

I will kneel down at Your feet in worship

I will bow before Your holy throne in everything I do

Giving all the glory unto You

New Season

I like how the weeds are prettier during Spring.

On another note, workload is piling up and all I want to do is sleep. Oh and how I really want to watch a movie. Anyone out there who wants to watch a movie with me?

Many thoughts

We are fortunate, but we don't realise it because we compare with people who have more, not with people who have less. Criminal minds make me sad, because the perpetrators usually have a sad history; it makes me wonder what can be done. I get grumpy when I'm feeling exhausted but I'm unable to fall asleep. Is it fair to say that all perpetrators are actually victims in their own rights? Why are we so quick to notice point out the flaws of others and yet so slow to sing their praises? I feel like playing my guitar. How come (back then) the whites were considered more superior to the blacks? I'm not feeling well:( I want to roll around in the grass. I miss my iPod. Do you think there'll ever be a time that we're truly contented with what we have? The flowers I received last week still look so pretty. And...

Drivinggg

I can't wait to get my driving license and it'll benefit my parents also when I get my license.

But I'm so like nervous for the test. I'm afraid that:

• I cannot slow down and maintain the 40km/h when necessary.
• I forget to stop at a stop sign.
• I change lanes on a solid (non-dotted) line
• I forget to check for blind spot
• I forget to check my mirrors when stepping on the break/when I hit my indicators

So basically, I'm afraid I do something stupid that will cause me to fail. But yes, I guess that's something to worry about later. Now time to grab my white-board marker and start listing my to-do's. (and I thought I was going to be 'free-er' this month...)

I'm still a child(:

Hehe. Crayons make me happy(:

Moving on

"We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered."

Tom Stoppard

Flip the pages

It's the start of a new era, a new chapter.

I'm excited because I have big dreams.

On a totally random note: in Acts 2:17, it says "... your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams." So if I'm dreaming dreams, does that mean I'm old? haha. Ok sorry, that was nonsense, don't listen to me.

*back to seriousness*

Yet at the same time, I'm horrified/terrified, because I'm going to have to step out of my comfort zone and enter something familiar yet totally different.

Ah well. But I guess it'll be like really interesting to see how God is going to use me in this next chapter of my life.

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Sometimes I wonder if I'm just doing these all wrong.