The OC just got me thinking....

... if I were to die now, would I be dearly missed?
Have I impacted anyone's life?
Have I made a difference?

Spring is coming

If I'm not wrong, today is the last day of winter. HOORAY! I think Spring is such a lovely season, when flowers all start to bloom. (Ok this is just the perception I have, who knows how true it is) And sadly it means that all the birds will be around and flies. Oh well.

Time really just flew. It's already going to be September in a few hours. 8 months gone and now I'm starting on the 9th. Trial exam in 2 weeks. Stress!

And for some reason, I find it not easy to stay focus on anything. That is bad.

Ok, enough procrastination. Study time

BS

"A commitment to planned obsolescence may produce inferior automobiles, but it makes for great servant leaders."

Two BS in two days and both made me think a lot. Like really rack my brain trying to figure things out. And through it all, there was this hunger in me, to find out the answer. I never wanted so badly to know what everything really meant.

And on top of that, it was a good time of reflection.

I guess that was what I needed.

:)

Happy birthday Pam

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM!
Hope you had a wonderful birthday despite all the packing you have to do :)
And I must say, you're getting really old

this must be the first time I actually remember your birthday on the day itself. haha.

Lala

I'm in a rather chatty mood now and there's no one online. So yes. I shall share the things on my mind.

Methods is killing me. I should have paid attention while Mrs Soutiriou was teaching chapter 15. I really don't like this topic. Oh well. The graphics calculator is just too complex. Haha. Ok I'm just trying to find a way to procrastinate. Truth is that I was doing fine, until I realised that I could blog to waste a bit of time.

Tomorrow and Thursday I'm going to have worship prac and then I'm playing on both Friday and Saturday, and I'm SO EXCITED!!!!! After 8 months! I've even cut my nails so that you won't hear it when I play. Yay.

And then CELL RETREAT!! I love my cell. I really really really do. And I saw the options for accommodation. Both places look so so nice. Oh I'm so excited! And there's LTC retreat as well. Ohh this is going to be such a fun holiday!! I'm so excited! (How many times have I said that?)

Ok I've procrastinated long enough. Back to methods. I'm going to do every single question! Yes I shall!!

Shepherd of my soul

Shepherd of my soul
I give You full control
Wherever You may lead
I will follow
I have made the choice
To listen for Your voice
Wherever You may lead
I will go

Be it in the quiet pasture
Or by a gentle stream
The shepherd of my soul
Is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain
Or a valley dark and deep
The shepherd of my soul
Will be my guide

Shepherd of my soul
Oh You have made me whole
When'er I hear You call
How my hearts flow
How I feel Your love
Oh how I want to serve
I gladly give my heart
To You Lord

Be it in the flowing river
Or in a quiet night
The shepherd of my soul
Is by my side
Should I face the stormy weather
Or the dangers of this world
The shepherd of my soul
Will be my guide

Let this be my prayer

Please pray

Please please pray for me. I'm seriously terrified now.

Just a few nights ago, when I was on my bed, about to sleep, my light bulb flew out and missed by head by a bit before falling on the ground. I didn't think much about it and just put it back the next day.

And just this afternoon, I was at my com and then there was this smashing sound behind me. (btw my seat is at the other side of the room from my bed) and like when I turned around, I saw the light bulb on the floor, missing me a bit by just that bit again. This time round it broke

I seriously don't think it happened by chance. And it's really really scaring me. I'm really freaked out now.

Yes there is a chance that I'm thinking too much about it. But still.

I know that with God by my side, nothing can harm me. And I trust that He'll look after me. But I'm still a bit scared. Like. What's happening?

Please pray for me. I'll really appreciate it

Time of rest

I'm finally done with my really hectic week. Well sorta. I still have work to catch up on and stuff, but at least I don't have anymore appointments/arrangements.

I am so tired!

So now is my well deserved rest and I wouldn't mind crawling back into bed, but the chances that I will wake up after an hour or two is like really low. I think I'll be able to sleep till the next day and it's only 1.40pm now. That's how tired I am. But no! I am going to complete my agenda for the day.. once I figured out what it is. Haha.

And I can smell food which is making me really hungry but I've to wait for a while more for Mush to finish bathing. I'm so tempted to just nap while waiting but I know I won't wake up. Oh the conflict!

Anyway, I just came from LTC and I managed to 'gain' something from it, so that was good. Made my waking up early worth while. Haha. Now I've something to ponder upon. How interesting.

Alright, the computer screen is making me more sleepy than I already am, so that's all folks!

Now to just quieten my heart and reflect on my week. Thank God for a day of rest! I so need this

Lord I yearn to see Your face

Bad English

Weijin gave me the link to this. It can be disturbing but it's really funny as well. And it makes me miss Singapore so much more



See Mush, I'm telling you, pronunciation is very important.

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I miss you.