Privacy needed

I miss those times when my blog was so so unknown to the whole world. When this was one of my ramblings outlets and that I didn't have to care who looked at it cos most probably it wouldn't affect them.

Now I got to be careful of what I say. Not saying I've anything bad but ya..

Sometimes I just need to be able to pour out all my feelings and stuff. And I dunno...

I'm such a 'tiring' friend. Especially for those who have to hear my complains. I need to find another way to release all these 'energy'

Gosh I'm beginning to sound emo.

Am I doing the correct thing?

SYF performing arts dinner

Yeah today was a really fun day. The highlight was the SYF dinner thingy and you can see all the nicer photos below. haha. I also attended the commendation award thingy. I WAS THE 287TH person! can you imagine how long I had to wait??

Anyway, here are the photos. Some are really retarded. But oh well. Might as well have fun right?

So enjoy..

this hat is seriously cool. the candles can light up!

3 of us, all smiles and ready to go party!

yay! finally, a photo with Davina

cool earrings huh?

I am supposed to be learning how to counter my fears, hence that stupid bird is on my head. YES I'M TERRIFIED OF BIRDS!!

what is that bird doing on MY shoulder
Joy, Tiffany and Monica
why can't anyone understand I don't like birds?
Finally got rid of the bird!
I was trying to take photo with Priscilla eating. she had food all over her face

princess monica is sad that rui jun is stoning at her food and not smiling ( I look like some young kid throwing a tantrum. gosh!)

princess monica is sad that tiffany puts eating before her

they still don't understand how much I don't like birds group photo 1
group photo 2
group photo 3

Cute group photo

Joanne seriously does weird stuff

Isabel, Huiying, Tiffany and myself

Miss Sim, Rui Jun, ME and Tiffany

(for tiffany to take)

When I finally get to take a photo with rui jun, I had to close my eyes! What is Joanne doing behind us? I think Tiffany was confused between happy and sad. haha

I have no idea what Joanne is doing behind us

the school can actually look quite scary. (ok it looked scarier in the camera)

that's Tiffany under the paper bag

teo, chan and lee:)


Yeah today was SO SO FUN! I love today!

Tomorrow is teachers' day. and since I had no time to do anything. I have decided to just give them something next time. Too bad! Maybe I won't even give. But it makes me feel so so weird!

Grade 8 Piano Exam Results

Oh great!

I worked so so hard for the stupid piano exam, which I know I messed up. But come on, A PASS? I should recieve a bit more credit! Gosh!

Ok, I knew I shouldn't have been expecting a distinction because of my hands slipping when I played the scales. But shouldn't my pieces have pulled my marks up? Come to think of it, HOW MUCH WEIGHTAGE DOES THOSE STUPID SCALES CARRY?

SO SAD OK!

Now I don't know if I want to continue taking piano. I don't think I can handle anymore of such disappointments. But then again, I really miss playing it. Oh wait. Maybe I don't..

But that's so not the point. How can like that. I should at least have a pass that's close to a merit. I think I better go get the report from my teacher and read it first before I continue complaining. SIGH!

Note to anyone who is going to take piano exam:

1. Wipe your hands dry
2. Wipe the keys dry
3. Do not panick at all cost
4. Don't ever give up before, during or even after the exam

Seriously. If not you'll regret it the same way I do.

'Sharing' skills

ok I shall try to keep this short and sweet.

I had mission training today and boy was it the best talk I ever went for. I shall not ramble on it cos then it won't be short and sweet. haha.

So ya. I learn a few skills, tricks and all which I think is super super cool. I shall try it on people.

And the mean sec ones kept laughing at me, when I was trying to 'share'. Ok. At least now they are talking to me. (In case you're wondering. My goal is to talk to everyone. And not be this snobbish girl who keeps to one group of friends.. blah blah blah.)

AND THE GAME IN SUNDAY SCHOOL WAS SO FUN. EXCEPT FOR THE... (well I shall not say.)

Ok. now back to studying. hahaha

To go back in time

You've no idea what I'll do to be able to go back in time.

To be able to ring those precious bells once again. (ESPECIALLY THIS)
To be able to play piano with a purpose.
To be able to plan worship.
To be able to work with younger children.
To be able to use the phone as and when I like.
To be able to bake.
Basically, just to be able to do the things that I love.

Prelims is killing me... Why is it taking so long to be over with???

You've guessed it, now back to studying....

Prelims

Sigh. Prelims start tomorrow! and hence I most probably won't be updating for a long time. So don't ask me why my blog is dead. And my exams are as such:

1. 13th Aug - A maths 1 and Chem 2 (sigh, two heavy papers)
2. 14th Aug - A maths 2
3. 15th Aug - Geog 2 (another heavy paper)
4. 16th Aug - No papers
5. 17th Aug - English 1,2 and o level oral (oh great, english galore)
6. 20th Aug - Maths 1
7. 21st Aug - Maths 2
8. 22nd Aug - Physics 2
9. 23rd Aug - Social Studies
10. 24th Aug - Chinese (this is only if I decide to take chinese again. Which I hope not.)
11. 27th Aug - Lit elect
12. 28th Aug - Geog 1
13. 29th Aug - Chem 1 and Physics 1 (I seriously can't wait for this date)

On top of this, I'm going to recieve my Chinese O levels results tomorrow and I'll be recieving my results for my piano exam anytime soon, most probably tomorrow as well.

My heart is too weak!

But I shall remain positive. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. haha. I must persevere. I must do well. I can do well. (I just need to give myself a motivational talk if not...)

Prayers are very much appreciated. For both my exams and that I'll stop getting so frustrated with.. well I just don't want to say it. Sigh.

Lord please give me the strength...

short hair

me with long hair in japan

my cousin and I. still having long hair

LOOKIE!! ME WITH SHORT HAIR!

it's short short short!

yeah, comment people. which one do I look better in, short or long hair. I must take note, so I know whether I should keep my hair long or not.


ok, I know i'm supposed to upload founder's day photos. but photobucket takes soooooo long.. sorry 4i. I'll do it when I've more time

Congrats on handbells comm

CONGRATS TIFFANY ON BEING THE CHAIRMAN FOR HANDBELLS!

You must do a good job and don't let the whole choir down.

and CONGRATS PRISCILLA, CHERIE AND CHERRY!!

yay yay! such a cool committee!

Let me know if you all need help in anything.

(HAHA tiffany! I bet you regret taking photo of yourself!)

What A Friend We Have In Jesus

What A Friend We Have In Jesus
What a friend we have in Jesus
All our sins and grieves
What a privilege to carry
Everything to God in prayer
O what peace we often forfeit
O what needless pain we bear
All because we do not carry
Everything to God to prayer

Have we trails and temptations
Is there trouble everywhere
We should never be discouraged
Take it to the Lord in prayer
Can we find a friend so faithful
Who will all our sorrows share
Jesus knows our every weakness
Take it to the Lord in prayer

With all the exams and stress and everything going on, we may feel like giving up, feel that there is no one to share our problems with. However, we must remember that Jesus is always there and all you need to do is to pray. Even if you don't, He'll still carry you through.

I guess I also need to make this a mental note. Many a times I always feel like there is no end to this nonsense, all the studies and all. But God is good. He always places this song in my heart and the stress doesn't pile up as much as before. And that is because I know that I can cast my burden unto Him.

Yeah. Actually I'm not very sure of what I'm trying to say. (kinda in a delirious state) But yeah. Just read through the lyrics. It kinda speaks for itself.